The following may be deeply disturbing for some of you to read, and evoke responses of disbelief, as it would have done in myself, had I not become an experiential witness to that of which I am about to speak.
Please, if you find the following difficult to integrate with your worldview, simply back away from it. I do not wish to create discord, or quarrel. I wish to illuminate a sinister undercurrent of current reality for those who are interested in this information, and whom it serves for their current purpose and understanding of their life experience. I am sharing for the sake of making it known, speaking to it, and dealing with it effectively; for the sake of protection of those exposed or potentially exposed or marginally enough exposed to feel a resonance when they read my words; for those wishing to make sense of the darker aspects of the web of life.
If you wish to fight what you read, please take it elsewhere.
Now that this is settled, that I've spoken to this aspect, I wish to state the obvious:
All my writing is based on my unique perspective on life, of the unique experiences I have had. My perspective is continuously evolving, as I imagine is yours. What I write today is my perspective of today, which does not incorporate the added information and increased clarity I will have tomorrow. Therefore, while wishing to be understood and seen, I also wish for you to take my current conclusions for what they are: temporary conclusions, ever-changing with each new awareness and insight.
It has become apparent to me, through my own personal experience, that something is happening on this planet that I find profoundly disturbing, and alarming: The deliberate use of female force for metaphysical practices - without her conscious choice, or knowledge, or inclusion.
This often includes so-called "satanic" practices of drugging women for rape, video-taped sexual acts, and prostitution, which is in the area of financial gain through the by her unauthorized use of a woman's life force.
In addition to these rather blatant exploitation of female force, there are way more sophisticated avenues for this quality of unauthorized use of a woman's sexual energy to occur: Practices that may have little to do with overt economic or other gain. I am not quite clear yet how this can occur on such a large scale. I've only cracked the lid on Pandora's box. I know that I'm only seeing the tip of the tip of the tip of the iceberg. And iceberg is the right word, because it appears there is a world of pure logical calculation, in which no heart is safe, and in which all progress is simply a matter of math.
I used to believe that the abuse of women, violence against women, and the brutalization of female sexuality, were mere side effects of a wounded system, and as such coming from lack of awareness or consciousness. Meaning I believed people were doing these things unconsciously. I have now come to understand that some of this is not at all lack of consciousness, rather, if I insist on retaining the CONSC word root, it is lack of conscience. I have come to realize that much that is done against women's wellbeing is designed to use women, deliberately keeping the feminine under control through trauma, secrecy, and yanking away of her budding powers.
A fully fledged woman cannot be harmed. A woman fully in her power is no longer swayable, or usable. A woman whose powers are emerging is the best target: Her powers are becoming present, but she herself hasn't seized control of them yet, may not be aware of them yet. This is the most dangerous time for a woman regarding predatorial critters. A woman possesses, by nature, something that is coveted by metaphysicians who wish to engage in creational magic: the ability to grow a seed, a concept, an idea, into a living, breathing being.